Self Worth
Today I *won my own self worth* before my eyes with awareness and tasted it by making a conscious decision in a moment.
I am not a much pooja kinda person who do aarti or sing Lord's prayer openly.
I though do silently.
But, I love going temples because *prasad is distributed* at the end.
And today I again went during the aarti time, and many people holded printed papers of written aarti. Was curious, what's something exciting today?
An old man was standing next to me holding a paper and curious me showed an interest in the paper. Soon, he passed on to me. And I was like, no thanks plz you take.
He by expression said no, you keep. And in that moment I felt *how much I was shivering while* holding a paper and singing prayers of lord. Being a Hindu, I should appreciate it but I didn't show interest to learn or sing at home or at spiritual places.
Then, something within me pushed, it's a moment of victory, win your fear.
And I sang, by reading a paper, by slowly conquering my fear. My body was shivering, mind was wandering, eyes was crying and mind was people are watching you, but the deep *focus was to finish the song, no matter who is around.*
Once the song was over, my whole body started jumping all over the places in an excitement of accomplishment of finishing and singing spiritual songs.
And heart said, from tomorrow sing everyday with more excitement and happiness and let your vibe make some sense.
**You won.
You are worth it.
You are worthy.
You are awesome.**
If you want to know how you can too, you can book a call with me.
Love...Rakhii
